If you remember from my last post, I figured out what the first rest stop was on my path to learning how to love myself. I needed to focus on remembering why I fell in love with my husband nearly 13 years ago. I needed to figure out how to reconnect with him. On an …
Month: September 2018
The Loving Myself Journey: Gate #1
I dont know what happened this evening. But somehow, some way, my brain just relaxed. It loosened. It shed its white knuckle grip on my soul? My guard? My wall? No... my brain freed it from itself. And I figured out what I needed to do in order for me to complete my mission critical …
Can I Love Myself?
This past June, I asked someone, whom I have high trust and respect for, if I would ever lose my extra fluff. And she replied "Not until you learn to love yourself." That statement has been stuck, swishing around my brain, like peanut butter sticks to the roof of your mouth. It just. Wont. Go. …
Part 5: My Perspective – The End
Part 5: My Perspective – The End July 23rd. That was the last time I have seen them. Or spoken to them (outside of a couple of professional emails). We prepaid August. At least we had childcare for the next month. My husband knew it was all on him because I would not be able …
Part 4: My Perspective – The Grand Finale
Part 4: My Perspective – The Grand Finale (This is the longest one. I swear!) June 4th. I announced to the world (Facebook) that Mr. Man was no longer Mr. Man. Thing 2 was not stealth. She wanted everyone to know. And the stress was eating me from the inside out on who knew, who …
Part 3: My Perspective – The Beginning of the End
Part 3: My Perspective – The Beginning of the End Thing 2 worked really hard. We all worked really hard. She wanted to go back. So bad. We were always under the impression that she would be able to go back, no problem. Mid-April was a total blur. Had a giant Pow Wow through Title …
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Part 1: My Perspective – The Beginning
Part 1: My Perspective– The Beginning We spent 12hrs in 2 different ERs last Sunday night into Monday morning bc Thing 1 was in severe pain. And then it disappeared. Well it came back. And now we are going on hour 4 tonight with no end in sight. So....what better time than now, to finally …
Part 2: My Perspective – The Middle
Part 2: My Perspective– The Middle We started having a great relationship. We would always talk and laugh. They were the first people I went to when I needed a good cry. Or when I needed to share something I hadn’t confided to anyone else besides my husband. They were with us as we discovered …
